tonight i was threatened with two of my biggest fears
being left behind and being pissed on.
guess you never know who your true friends are.
ever.
when people you care about
make god awful terrible decisions in life that you cant do anything about besides sit back and watch the failure add up.
so my ex that i think about almost daily
since we broke up like 2 fkin years ago.
well she decided she was going to get on facebook and discreetly ask me if i ever think about her and shit. wtf. man now i got that whole feeling like hmm does she think about me, does she want me back, do she think about going behind her mans back. and all i can say is do you…..she replies sometimes and say she has to go. ugh. heart it races.
why does i still think about you so much.
why does you mean so much to me.
why cant i let you go.
why cant you just come over and make love to me behind his back….?
